so maybe once a long, long time ago i defined my future by my dreams. and now that my dreams have changed i have no idea where to go from here.
sometimes i wonder how i got where i am. how do any of us get where we are?
and most importantly, how do we figure out where to go from here?
from here to there- it seems like it shouldn't be so hard, but it is. i'm ready to move on, but i'm afraid of taking that first step. it's like a false step on a staircase, and i'm afraid.
i am afraid.